I guess it’s because she’s not f*cked up like me.
cindxrfall:

so fuck you, you can go cry me an ocean - a mix to help you deal with those negative feelings, whether they be sadness or anger, by letting you scream them out or cry them out

the phoenix - fall out boy // gives you hell - the all-american rejects // remember the name - fort minor // centuries - fall out boy // the walker - fitz & the tantrums // move along - the all-american rejects // house of wolves - my chemical romance // pumped up kicks - foster the people // the reckless and the brave - all time low // landfill - daughter // radioactive - imagine dragons // sing - my chemical romance // explode - patrick stump // king of anything - sara bareilles // this is gospel - panic! at the disco 

[listen]

cindxrfall:

so fuck you, you can go cry me an oceana mix to help you deal with those negative feelings, whether they be sadness or anger, by letting you scream them out or cry them out

the phoenix - fall out boy // gives you hell - the all-american rejects // remember the name - fort minor // centuries - fall out boy // the walker - fitz & the tantrums // move along - the all-american rejects // house of wolves - my chemical romance // pumped up kicks - foster the people // the reckless and the brave - all time low // landfill - daughter // radioactive - imagine dragons // sing - my chemical romance // explode - patrick stump // king of anything - sara bareilles // this is gospel - panic! at the disco 

[listen]

tagged: +music 

alexanderwilliam:

don’t tell me i’m overreacting. don’t tell people they overreact. my feelings are valid. if i act really angry or upset, it’s not for fun. overreacting isn’t a thing. people react in certain ways for a reason. 

ctvadim:

asapscience:

jtotheizzoe:

thebrainscoop:

Science Needs Women: 
For Women in Science; the L’Oreal Foundation 

I’m sharing this video on any platform I can because when I first found it last week it had something like 1,400 views, but it’s the most beautifully produced and succinctly narrated video addressing some of the most complicated issues facing women in STE(A)M fields I’ve found yet. 

I’m sharing this for every time I’m called a “feminazi.”

…for every time I’m told that my concerns aren’t valid, our that our issues are imagined.

…for every time I hear “women just don’t like science,” or worse - “women just aren’t good at science.”

…for every time we’re told that we can have a family or a career, but not both - and for every time we feel like we have to decide between the two.

…for every time a study comes out saying as many as 64% of women endure sexual harassment during field work

…for the fact that women earn 41% of PhD’s in STEM fields, but make up only 28% of tenure-track faculty in those fields.

…and because we need more women mentors in these fields to stand up for issues that are not “women’s issues” - these are people issues that affect our collective society as a whole.

The women in this video are my heroes and they should be your heroes, too.

Science needs women.

Seconded! 

Thirded!

Being cheated on is one the worst feelings, especially when you have to find out on on your own, just shows you that you weren’t worth the truth, and that your love, your time, your everything wasn’t good enough for them. That they were so quick to throw something so precious away, everything you invested in the relationship all gone like your relationship never mattered. Like someone robbed you of everything and left you with nothing, just emptiness. Or them finding some else kills you cuz all you can think yourself is “What do they have to offer that I can’t?” especially when you gave them your all and did nothing wrong to deserve it.
If I meant the world to you
like you said then you should
not have littered in the veins
of my oceans and you should
not have created toxic waste
with every word you threw
away and you should not
have caused my ice barriers
to melt and you should not
have caused earthquakes on
the ground you once walked
on and now my world is
destroyed and you are living
on a different planet.
You said I meant the world to you. (via dollpoetry) ←

my-lifes-a-topic-of-a-lullabye:

They will do it again

They will not feel sorry about it

They do not love you like they say they do

Your heart will re-break each time something is mentioned about cheating

You will never fully trust them again

All the people around, especially your close friends and family will silently judge…

We all make mistakes
and I know this because
I once starved my body
thinking that was the only
way I could become beautiful.

We all make mistakes
and I know this because
I once cut my skin thinking
it was the only way
I could let out my pain.

We all make mistakes
and I know this because
I once made my Mother cry
when she saw the bones
sticking out of my own body.

We all make mistakes
and I know this because
I hated my school pictures
so much that I threw them
away in the trash and had to
fish them out because my parents
were so angry at what I had done.

We all make mistakes
and I know this because
it is what composes the strings
that let us play the music
of being human.

And I know you keep
saying that if you could
reverse everything you
would but that is honestly
not even an apology because
if you reversed everything you
probably just would reverse the
fact that I found out.

And I know you keep
saying that if you could
reverse everything you
would not have fallen for
that other girl but that
is not true because
you fucking did and you
were even asking how you
could make her like you back.

And the truth is
we cannot reverse anything
and I have wanted for so long
to go back in time and reverse
things that I fucked up
and if I could I would
but we cannot and that
is the final damn music note.

We cannot reverse things.  (via dollpoetry) ←

1. When someone first told me you had cheated on me I denied it because you were just talking to me ten minutes ago and we were joking and you told me you loved me and you promised you would never hurt me and how could you paint tears on my face when you were never even an artist?

2. I saw it with my own eyes. You were asking people how to let me go easily because you had fallen for someone else and you were wondering how you could get this other person to like you back and you lead me on and I still cannot believe it because you told me that I was your best relationship and now you dropped me faster than a venomous spider.

3. I told you and you denied it you fucking denied all of it until finally you came clean but you said you no longer had feelings for her and that was a complete lie because you just had feelings for her one day ago and feelings do not disappear like a raindrop evaporates on the cement.

4. You left me and there are no other words to describe the feeling of hurt and betrayal and sadness I feel and I want to scream and yell at the world because I know everything happens for a reason but I sure as hell cannot see the reason and my hands and legs are shaking like a leaf on the trees during the cold, winter winds.

5. I wake up the next morning and it punches me over and over again and I know now that you are gone and I just want someone to comfort me but it was always you that comforted me and you knew so many of my secrets and habits and quirks and you knew how resilient I could be and how broken I could be all at once and right now I feel so broken that I wonder if my pieces will form a mosaic or just a fragment of a piece of art that was never finished.

6. My sister strokes my back as I lie on our bedroom floor and she tells me that it will be okay and I know it will be okay eventually but right now it does not feel okay at all and my silence is so loud that you can hear my tear drops fall to the floor.

7. I found one of the many drawings I drew of you and me and I scribbled you out and I shredded it piece by piece and I suppose that is how I feel right now because without you in the picture I feel like shredded pieces of a picturesque.

8. My legs are shaky and my head throbs because I can hear your voice so clearly and I can hear the promises you never kept, repeating over and over again and I just really want to escape it all and slip through the cracks like water in a broken glass.

9. The grass is your favorite color and the weather is turning into your favorite season and I know your birthday is soon and I want to get you a nice gift but you are gone now and this wrapping paper is collecting dust faster than the words you said to me are in my mind.

10. My heart still feels broken but I am slowly trying to stitch it back together and I know that you are not coming back and I do not want you back but I just miss our blissful times we had and they still repeat in my head and I just do not know if what we had was ever real to you or if it was just a little game of Life.

Ten stages. (via dollpoetry) ←